[mzkiwipnay]

ifear of being alone.
loosing family
death.

[lord_iske]

I used to fear alot of stuff such as death (both to myself and my friends) being away from loved ones etc. But I got alot better with the stuff when I went to Iraq cause thats stuff that you faced every day and you learn to just deal with it and not stress over it anymore.

Also Iraq made me better with my fear of spiders because I used to freak out over every little garden spider. Then I went to Iraq and saw a camel spider and saw what a REAL spider looked and sounded like and now the spiders where I live dont bother me anymore heh.

As far as current fears I suppose the fear of marriage is the thing nagging me the most these last few years. I am at that age now where people expect you to get married have kids and such and that is something I smply refuse to do yet. It also strains my relationships because whenever I am with a chick for more than a year they start to get some ideas about moving in and and stuff that makes me wanna run for the door.